Wednesday, January 09, 2008

Sad day

So I really am going to post about New Year's and Florida and this blog's 3 year anniversary (3 years!), but today is Matt's 5 year anniversary, and at this moment that is pretty much all I can think about.

I miss you, Matty, and I think about you all the time. I wish we could've spent our 30th birthdays together and I wish I could've seen you at Thanksgiving and I wish so many other things that to write them all down would take, well, 5 years. Thinking about the number of laughs I've missed you laugh makes me hurt, but thinking about you somewhere watching me burn myself with my hair straightener makes me giggle because I know you're shaking your head and smiling and missing me, too. Love you always.

2 comments:

Skeezix said...

That is so very sad, what a lovely, moving post.

Raz said...

I want to reiterate the comment above, and say congratulations on the 3-year thing.

Not only that, but I have a scar on my ear from straighteners. They're lethal.